Spiritually Twisted

Happy Friday 8/8/25 beautiful people and happy Lion’s Gate Portal!!!!! If you are not down with the woo and don’t know what that is, it’s intense! Today is 8/8 and we are in a 9 year (2+0+2+5=9 just to avoid confusion). If you haven’t noticed already there will always be a theme with my writing. I am certainly down with the woo, I am a little psychic, a little witchy, 1000% empathic, intuitive, claircognizant, also Christian but was almost Jewish and quite frankly just a little fucking weird! Welcome to my blog post so intentionally titled, Spiritually Twisted! I had mentioned in my first post ever to this site that I woke up that morning with a strong feeling of wanting to burn it all down. Not really but figuratively! I mean I can’t say I may not write down some things tonight and set them on fire to let them drift back into the black nothingness from which they came, but aside from that don’t freak out. I am talking about burning down the system. The system that has drilled into us that we need to look, act and be a certain way. The system that our parents followed and then instilled into us because they thought they were doing the right thing. Ever since I was a child old enough to remember that I would have rather set the box on fire before I got into it. I have never gone by societal norms and when I have tried believing me when I say it was bad for everyone within a thousand yards of me! I just can’t do it! My soul craves freedom and the ability to live life on my own terms.

So, what is spiritually twisted you might ask? To me is the ability to believe in God, or source, or the universe. Whatever that looks like to you. Yet, still not feel as though you don’t need to sit in church on Sunday to be led by a doctrine and give away half your paycheck. I am in no way judging anyone who chooses to do that. However, if you are not a fan of what I have written so far you definitely won’t be happy with what I continue to write. So, get out now while you still can! I have a deep knowing that God exists. I haven’t yet figured out how to articulate that I know, but I just do. Claircognizant…remember? I have as long as I can remember been able to sense things before they happened. One time I woke up in a panic and jumped out of bed screaming at my husband that he HAD to stay home from work! He of course thought I had lost my marbles or just had an awful dream. I insisted he had to stay home because something was very, very wrong! I was on edge the entire day and almost had a coronary when he called me later in the day to say that he was ok but in fact his brakes had failed on his truck causing him to have to pull off the highway abruptly. Or the time that I woke my husband in the middle of the night to tell him he had to check our back patio door because I saw a woman bloodied and screaming for help. She was naked and definitely needed help! So he gets up out of bed at 2 am only to come back and say everything is fine, go back to bed. When we woke up later that morning our wedding videographer called to cancel with us that day because she and her husband came out that morning only to find a naked, bloody and very deceased woman in their driveway. They lived less than 5 miles from our home at the time. True story!

If you are still following along things like this have always happened to me since I was a very small child. My family would have thought I was completely insane if I had ever discussed these things, so I spent a long time in fear of what this was and also trying too hard to ignore what this was. I kept it suppressed for years until I started to find my tribe. My people who are just as “weird” as me and love the fact that I possess such talents! If you are a super religious person, you may have a hard time believing that as I am describing myself, I don’t sacrifice animals in the woods while I dance naked under the moonlight. I know, crazy right!?! Again, I have a very deep knowing and understanding that God is very real and has instilled a very strong purpose in my life. I am here writing to all of you because I believe there are SO many people like me, and we should be able to be exactly who God intended us to be. If you couldn’t already tell I don’t believe in being something you are not to make others comfortable. This Lion’s Gate portal seemed like the perfect opportunity to write this blog post that I have thought about for SO long! It is all about breaking down systems and allowing the true you to be seen. Not to be scared of it! What if I told you that the more you break down barriers and things not meant for you, the closer you get to the beautiful abundance God has prepared for your life long before you ever realized that was possible. I started this blog believing that even though right now I am just enjoying writing to anyone who chooses to read this without parameters because it is a soul calling. However, it’s also a very divine purpose! I have not quite figured that out yet, but we can do that together.

So go out there today not afraid to be your unapologetic self-ready to figure out all the amazing things you can create in this life! Cut some cords, light some candles, say some affirmations and come back next Friday to see what other crazy shit I thought of that week! Now let’s get to it!